The past couple of days have been a whirlwind of emotions, bringing back the painful memories from a couple of years back when my [former] best friend and I got into a big fight about her son.
So this time, it’s much worse, involving her son once more . I am heartbroken, cried for a couple of days, felt horribly misunderstood and tried reaching out to my close friends, or people I thought were close to me/ cared enough to realize that I needed help dealing.
Help, comfort and care came from unexpected places and people and of course my usual inner circle. Unfortunately, I did find out that people I thought way more of, lacked care. Painful, no doubt, but nothing I cannot handle right now, considering the bigger picture … losing one or two people I held close and I supported through their tough times sucks, but I know I am loved and I know what I have to offer …
I got through the initial crisis / rough couple of days and am back in fight mode and ready to handle / deal with whatever is coming … because I know this is only the beginning of a very long and painful situation and I am going to do everything in my power to give it a happy ending …
xadness
